Quite long i didn't write or post anything here. Nothing special today just moody, why? Just like this picture, now i cant cross the bridge in front of me, don't know how deep the dark opaque water is and there no more road for me to go back to the past. I am afraid for trying to cross and i know only cross to the opposite forest i will getting close to my dream and found my own future. Seriously what should i do? have no idea at all whether i should going Paris to study right after my Diploma or i shouldn't . Now my head full of shit to facing the reality in this world. What i need to do? who else can tell me? Besides that still the same there no reply from the little princess Joee Lao no matter what i try no matter how i try all throwing to the rubbish means useless at all. Sigh disappointing to my own now, nothing i can do, afraid of taking any actions. I LOVE HER and I NEED TO LOVE MYSELF. GOOD LUCK TO ME. HAPPY 2012. VINCENT CHONG please dont escape from all the problem you face,no matter in your family, your mummy, your love, your friends and everything will you face.
