i am failure

chong yin tat really a failure.i dunno why facing you i am always the failure.looking at you even you din care of me i still thinking about you,i still worried about you.i try to forget about you,i try to not disturb you,i try to act you not appear in my life in front of me.but i am failed.i still care about you.why i am like this???why i am always think you important to me???why???i love you even i am not insides of your heart.