Key

In our human being reality there are normal that we using a key to open our house lock.But in the other hand in human being natural feeling love also need to use the right key to open the heart lock of your life's partner.So do i, i found my lock but i am not the right key for you Joee lao.But although that i still love you and wish i am the key for you.

I wish i am the key to open your heart lock to recognize you more to know you well to protect you to love you to sharing all with you to sacrifice only for you.

As the key i wsih i am the right key to open your heart lock and taking all action only because you with not broken myself into two.

As the key i will looking for the inner you,try to change because of you,try to sacrifice myself to make your dream come true.

As you are the lock i hope that you are not  too tired and i wish you selfish a bit for yourself dont just studied and work try doing something you like doing something you wish to. cause knew that you tired i am starting worried and i am felt sad.
As the key i hope after the lock is open you not forget about me cause i will broken my heart into pieces.
AS the key and lock once we separate i will start missing you thin king of you and worried about you.
As the key i m wish i am always besides you take care of you sharing everything with you and hear what happening around you as when you like when you wish.
As the key i am starting losing myself my key curve because of you.
No matter when no matter what what you doing how you forget me i also wont forget about you cause facing you i am always the loser.
No matter what no matter how i am always love you lao poh meng.

question mark

 

 In our human being universal there always a questions in a person mind,so do i.I always have the question mark to the one i love Joee Lao.

1.Why i love Joee lao???

 Because in my eyes you are special and you are different compare to others.

2.Which part i love you???

I love all of you,i love your attractive electric shot eyes,i love your nose,i love your pretty smile mouth,i love your black long hairs,i love your funny move,i love that you are cute,i love that you are kind,i love that you are friendly,and a lot a lot in my hearts.

3.Why i am always miss you???

This question i cant answer cause it naturally my heart my mind as controller to miss you every days every times every seconds until today is 235 days,5640 hours,338400minutes,and2030400seconds.

4.Why i am always thinking about you???

Because i am dont want forget about you.

5.Why i am always moody because of you???

 Because in my heart you already represent all my feeling my emotion my mind.

6.Why i am always face disappointed.

 Because sometimes i cant even receipt back your message when you are busy.and i am cant even got a chance to ask you out cause i am a tortoise hide insides my shell.

7.Why i am always worried about you???

 Because i am afraid of losing you.

8.Why i am always steering at you???

 Because i am dont want a prefect face lost in my mind.

9.Why i will jealous???

 Because i am love you so i am jealous.

10.Why you cool to me???

  Even you cool to me i am do nothing cause i am always the loser in front of you.

11.Why i like didn't recognize you at all???

 Because not the right timing i recognize you.

12.Why i dont know you at all???

 Because i am even dont have a chance to know you well.

13.Why i am wish to the hero to protect you???

 Because i dont want anyone to hurt you.
14.Why i am always hope besides of you???
 Because you are weak i wish to save you from dangerous.
15.Why i wish you meet you every days???
 Because i want make sure that you are happy.
16.Why i am wish i am the joker for you???
 Because i am want you out of stress and only optimist things will happened to you.
17.Why i am always wish to change for you???
 Because i want to be 100% marks for you.
18.Why i wish to be with you???
 Because i wish to share all of myself to you.
19.Why i will stopped talking in front of you???
 Because i want to keep the time as a memory for myself even i hope that time can stopped only for you and me.
20.Why i am always post something about you at my blog???
 Because i want you to know and wish to show you i am missing you.
The questions making me to ask myself and to answer the questions that I want to said I love you Joee lao the amazing girl appear in my life.

casper the friendly ghost

After a long time stopped only I wrote back my blog. A lot of event happened between my family, my friends and me. And in the process everything is going on there are smile, laugh, sad worried, disappointed and proud. But although a lot of event happened in my mind I still remember you thinking about you miss you and love you Joee Lao.

To love you Joee Lao I wish I am the Casper friendly ghost.

I will miss even I am dead and as a ghost.

I will keep my eyes on you fly around you accompany you everywhere you go.

I wish to do everything to you even I will disappear myself as a ghost.

I wish I can protect you even I cant touch everything in this world.

I will use the last power on myself to sacrifice myself to make your life colourful and the dream you want come true.

Even I just a small size Casper ghost I will fight against the ghosts or evil who try to make you scare and keep your smile on your face.

At the night I will make you sleep to take your rest and full of energetic in your life and going through with happiness.

After a long time stopped and a lot I cant wrote much but will be a lot and a lot for the next coming soon.

I am love you miss you thinking about you worried about you Joee Lao. I am wish I am beside you right now.

Pegasus

After 2010 today 3-1-2011 this is the first time i am upgrading my blogger,after this i have to focus on my final so my love to you Joee Lao at here will stop for few days but i promise won't stop in my heart.Today what i am going to write is Pegasus.
Besides unicorn and swan i post before Pegasus is also an amazing animals that may be only appear in our imagination,and may be it life at another world that human being dont know.
I want to believe the appearance of Pegasus in my world as i want to believe in myself that i am love you Joee lao.
Believe the existence of Pegasus just like i am believe the existence of love between human being but just in my dream.
Believe of Pegasus i want to turn myself to the Pegasus to show to people that it not an imagination it really exist just like i want to show you my love to you i want to share my heart beat to you.
To be the Pegasus i will following all the rule to keep myself as a secret in human being world similar i hope i can hiding myself following you as your guardian that wont have anyone can hurt you.
As the Pegasus i will bring all the impossible to everything is possible make you life become colourful make you dream come true make the love you believe exist and make the smile in yourself appear on the snow white face every days.
Being the Pegasus i will do all for you sacrifice myself to you give all myself only for you and heart breaking only myself who know.
As the Pegasus i will sacrifice my mysterious wing for you to make all the mysterious only happened because of you.
If i am manage i will take you fly around the world spending time with watching all the marvelous phenomena that will happened in this world.
I will bring you to the wonder world that you will only laugh at there forget all you upset there throw all the dangerous around you.
I will using the special magic on myself to making the world nice for you give you all the white that never get polluted irritated you.
I will fight against the evil that surrounded you.
I will also fight a long with the bacteria that make you sick fell uncomfortable.
But to love you even myself as the Pegasus i am always the loser that lose to you.
so i choose to miss you,imagine about you,get hurt because of you in my love world wish only got you.
I hope i wont give you the empty promises as a Pegasus
All of this because I love you Joee Lao.