LOVE

Dream paradise someone making me to write something in you.LOVE what is this actually?Who can answer me?even myself dont know the accurate answer cause even i dont know what myself do was right or wrong.Is there really hard for us to forget a person that we love?yes is it.Hmmm hahaha i also dont know what i want to say.Some one there i can confirm with you and i want to tell you that i still love Joee at all but love her not forcing her.You can't force a people to love you.Not she dont want to love you but is many situation we dont know about her.If you asking me what how where when,i only can answer you that just let everything pass naturally.I can tell you that i am miss joee every day every second while my brain is functioning.I will keep thinking about her every days,i will worried about her every days,but what i can do?i just wish the god to give me a chance to meet her for once a day,cause i can get a hi,bye or smile from her.for me that was enough,but sometimes i even didn't saw her for whole week.SO you that i need to die or not?please dont finding the death way,you still young you still got a lot to do,dont making the people that love you care of you to worried about you.What i wish now is still remain the same looking at joee smiling,pretty face,and her funny actions,always be there for her,give my help to her if she needs,try my best on her,and waiting for her,that all,this is the way how i am love Joee without making trouble to her.Last was the same i will just write,I LOVE YOU,JOEE LAO forever and ever.

my sem break

Super duper fast my sem break gone already.But through dream paradise i wish to say thank you to all my friends you all make my sem break colorful and doing a lot of activities with me thank you too my best buddy wei hong,you really make me laugh with your funny actions,and i know i am also do a lot of stupid thing making you shock and laugh at me but the most you do is releasing my emo.Guys thank you all very much cause i am pretty sure that i am not happy and emo for a long time already,cause my mind only got her.But after i go back there really something change and a lot of big surprise to myself.Unfortunately human being life suck,because when a person happy the sadness coming to him/her at the same time.I am really happy the movement with you guys but the same time my stupid brain keep thinking of her and definitely missing her every days.Stop enough starting emo haha better i stop at here if not later super emo again.Bye my sem break and sorry for those friends i didn't manage to meet.We meet in the coming break ok?hehe sorry yea cause my break too short so there no chance for us to meet.Thank to chan tong and man kit too cause helping me to checking my results while myself playing with others.Thank to last sem lecturer also cause if not you all i am sure my results wont that nice as i wish too.Throw all the sadness and welcome all the happiness to myself.Dream paradise let we fight fight fight wahahahaha why sound like crayon shin chan one??haha

wallet

 

Hello kitty was one of the cartoon animate that popular around girls.But what i am going to talk next not hello kitty,what i am going to talk is everything that insides wallet as showing my love to the princess.my identity card insides the wallet just only you can use,the name only special created and called by you if there still got any possible between us.The Master card just like i hope to give you everything,no matter how much you use it,i will repaid back to the bank.No matter how many cloths you collect,i use a big room to located it.No matter how many shoes you gonna buy,i will use racks to stored it.And no matter how much the Gucci hand bag you brought i will keep it even throw it when you not gonna use it anymore. The money insides it i will try to give as much as i can to  for better your life and and big dream in the coming future.The beauty shop member's card you can have it to become more and more pretty.The massage member you should have it for relaxing yourself after a day tired.But there no any famous restaurant member's card for you,cause i will try my best learning as much possible the cooking method i can to cooking only for you,until you becoming a piggy.Even all of this is impossible but i still hope that i can make it come true.I Love you Joee Lao.

From:Dream Paradise

Long journey

 

Dream paradise did you know that human being's life have to go through a lot of journey starting since a new life born until they exhaled  the last breath .And each people in this world contain different journey,and different story of their own.Although they have different journey but they have something in each other that was succeed in their dream.To succeed in their dream they fall down and standing up back to continue their journey.And there still have one thing that contain insides human being,did you know what was that?that was our LOVE.No matter who he/she is,human being naturally will have someone that they love and wish to protect.Myself also the same.And the pass of my journey was dark cause i am keep making mistake such as i sleep in the class,cause i am lazy?nope cause i cant understand the subject i have like bio,chemistry,physic and other.And after my minimum qualification in reality life i making my dad mad and almost heart attack.why?cause i withdraw from other college and told him i dont like study but may be is the arrangement by GOD i am send by my dad to the college i am study right now now met a charming cute princess.Before i met this princess my past empty cause i am keep playing and disappointed my parent.After i met this princess i think i want to give her everything,i try to work everything harder only for her but unfortunately my love to her was wrong cause i think i am just disturb the princess's life.And i should ask that who i am right now?what can i give to people daughter?i am just student what can i do for her.So i think to give up,but every time i am wish to try to give up my heart telling me that I LOVE HER so my brain will stop telling me give up and i keep disturbing her life.I am dont know why i am always like this cause all of this feeling i never had in the past,and i even hard to control it.So i keep telling myself why you will like this?she just a girl,you shouldn't lose yourself to a girl.But no matter how i am telling myself,it was all useless cause facing her i am cant do anything I LOVE HER so in my mind that she will forever the winner insides my heart.So i wish to protect her,wipes her tears for her,be count by her,doing everything for her,and giving all my time to her.But i am stupid at all.I didn't ask myself who was myself to her?Why she need to let me worried about her?why she should let me protect her?why?so no matter what i do no matter how hard i try there no hope between us.Although there no hope between us i want to tell you that no matter what or how even who you treat me is.I will always be there for you.I will waiting for you.I will only LOVE you Joee Lao forever and ever.  

The math love

 

Dream paradise did you know that human being daily life cannot without this four math symbol,we always add,minus,divide,and times for daily use and most of it was money.But i am try using this math symbol for my love to the little princess.

1. The first symbol i want to use is add.Loving this princess day by days my love to her keep increasing and the heart pain i got also the same.While she smile to me when she reply my message,my heart beat keep beating until myself almost get heart attack.And now day by days i am keep missing her thinking about her want to know everything about her.
2. The second symbol i wish to use are divide.Loving this charming princess making my heart like already can divided into pieces. Th be divided time that i am crying deeply insides my heart can divided to thousand of decimal place already.
3. The next i i will use times/multiply.The times i want to shout to you that i love you keep multiplying but i am unable and not confident to do it.how useless i am.And i am also want to tell you that my love to you Joee Lao will only keep multiplying forever and ever and there no division of my love to you.
4. The last i will use was minus.Actually this math symbol i am not really like it cause i wish there no minus between us.I hope i will only keep adding my love to you keep giving all of myself to you and the minus i will kick it ass out of my face.

I am also dont want what i am writing now but i just want to tell the little princess that i will waiting for you no matter what will happen in the coming future.I love you.

Ferris wheel

 

Dream paradise my brain keep thinking nonsense and i want post it here cause if i still keep it in my mind sure i will go to the mental hospital. The ferris-wheel just like my life sometimes i raise myself to the top and the view up there was nice. But unfortunately in human being life there won’t have one people will always on top even myself, and i always fall and drop under from the top and it was hurt. The ferris-wheel similar my felling to her that when i on the top because of her i fell great but in the other hand i afraid cause climbing too high much hurt and pain when i drop even my heart breaking. And this few days don’t know what happened to me keep missing  her thinking nonsense about her. I keep asking myself that who was her, is she really important to myself, and the answer was yes. But who was I to her? I can answer you that I am shouldn't know this little princess start from the beginning cause I think that  I am just a stranger that passing by her side that she even don’t want to know who i am. She even can calling police or sue me as a disturber on her life. I taught I can know a people through observe like she don’t want love because she want study first, she din reply my message cause she keep busy working for her mum, she tired because cutting too much hairs, she don’t want love because her parents was strict, she love to having social life, she like to keep herself busy taking a lot activities, she afraid of thunder, she weak always get hurt, she don’t know how to take care herself so she got stomachache, headache, vomit and so on ,she study hard for better life, she kind and friendly that always helping people and a lot. But i was wrong. I am keep asking myself why she treats me like that. And I keep jealous when you good with other but there even not a chance you give me. Looking to the pictures you outing with other I am more jealous because there wasn't a time I go out with you. Why? Why? The reason was I am just a stranger, I am not your friend at all, you don’t know who I am at all, and why you should know me at all? There no need for you to know me at all. But what can I do? there no u turn for me what can I said is I am stupid I am useless I am shouldn't know you love you start from early. But I still love you, Joee Lao.

birthday

Last few day was my birthday and i am pass through it happily.I want to thank you to the whole dfs1 and khatijah cause i am shocked with what you all did.And chan tong and man kit,cause both of them really know me well,they knew that i am not so easy to be cheat so they one of them asking me for playing basketball one waiting time to call for early supper,hahaha yes my weakness is sport so that you two easy to ask me out for played.And thank to my friends who call me for wishes and thank you all the friends who leave your wishes at facebook.love you all so much.Last one the one who i really need to said thank you very much love you so much was my mummy,you are the one who give me life,you the one who give all of your love to me,you are the one who taught me everything.I love you so much my cute lovely mummy.