(^o^)IF you love your life, your life will love you always.

Dream paradise if you love your life, your life will love you always and life is the art of drawing, without an eraser, dream paradise don't looking to the past unless its a good view, forget about the past and live in the present with better way cause life is too short to stress yourself with people who don't even deserve to be an issue in your life. Life isn't about finding yourself is about creating yourself. Dream paradise life is not measure by the time you breath in is by the time you breath out so lets make better mistake everyday; heading and realize your dream and if dream paradise couldn't dream yourself is end even you are still alive. When dream paradise dream dream bigger,dream the impossible, seek the unknown and achieve the miracle that people can't. Don't be afraid like a failure be tough and be confidential like a successful scientist bring your own life to the top on the earth. Be jealous by others don't jealous to the others cause everyone have their own special reason to create their own history and become a legend that cannot be defect by each. Dream paradise you most choosing right path to becoming a king, there no  second chance or turning back once you had become a failure. The love of a family is the greatest's love. Families are forever that we need to appreciate, why? A words from chinese always right about family, there always no hate no revenge to families cause this life we are families but not the next life; so no matter how busy you are spending times with family is also important by becoming a king that good in all aspect. Dream paradise need always bring happiness to people surrounding not sadness and worried to them. Love you shouldn't said you love, you need to show it out. As you mention life is short so appreciate the one born you life when dream paradise are still allowed not regret and cry when you have no more chance. Life and love is hard but when we make it simple you get the happiness, you succeeded and you share both to those share love with you. Don't proud by your own, in the same time it may be bring you succeed but you lost by hating people surround by you. 

                                                                                               BY:VINCENT CHONG

The Regret Dream Paradise

There always some human being will tell us that our life is full of hope and miracle but today I ain't believe and trust this sentences anymore and I am starting hate, regret and look down to my own. There always questions I ask to the world and get the solution by the others but did not try to solve it by the owner of dream paradise. Looking back to the past I fell that I was too selfish and stubborn even keep dreaming in the world made by my own. Now I totally regret to what I did to myself and that ''stranger'', and now only I realize that whatever I did there always gain no benefits to myself and did the stranger care? Dream paradise why you so stupid? why didn't you treat yourself better? why you didn't make you proud of yourself but keep hurting by your own? Today even dream paradise regret is all useless cause he loosing the most important precious dream to himself. What was that? that was getting in badminton court and playing badminton. Seriously now while dream paradise watching his friends playing badminton he fucking regret that he get his own leg injured before he realize his dream. Fucking nice right??? I suppose to cry or I suppose to pull myself from this nightmare??? Dream paradise please stand up trust yourself and once again walk to the badminton court and show to everyone what you got. This is not just an empty promises to your own, you need to make this dream come true. Whatever that you face and happened in the past just let go your hands don't even think of it anymore treat yourself better, show your apologize to your mummy and make her proud. The most important thing is dream paradise need to face this by your own without any help from the others without showing that you are weak, you ain't a person like that and you was strong enough compare to the others. Thank you very much,big head a best friend of mine or as a brother he wake me up that shouldn't continue the fucking dark world in my own,I suppose to walk to the brightness path and get along a new and comfortable life with family members and friends and show to the stranger without her you better without her you are more successful. Wei Hong the other friend that really care about me I am sorry too for my breaking my promise to having badminton games with you but soon I will make my promise come true. A promises from dream paradise he will getting back to the badminton court holding back the green racket and playing badminton games. 

dark opaque water

Quite long i didn't write or post anything here. Nothing special today just moody, why? Just like this picture, now i cant cross the bridge in front of me, don't know how deep the dark opaque water is and there no more road for me to go back to the past. I am afraid for trying to cross and i know only cross to the opposite forest  i will getting close to my dream and found my own future. Seriously what should i do? have no idea at all whether i should going Paris to study right after my Diploma or i shouldn't . Now my head full of shit to facing the reality in this world. What i need to do? who else can tell me? Besides that still the same there no reply from the little princess Joee Lao no matter what i try no matter how i try all throwing to the rubbish means useless at all. Sigh disappointing to my own now, nothing i can do, afraid of taking any actions. I LOVE HER and I NEED TO LOVE MYSELF. GOOD LUCK TO ME. HAPPY 2012. VINCENT CHONG please dont escape from all the problem you face,no matter in your family, your mummy, your love, your friends and everything will you face.

the darkest evil in my heart

 

There always something evil human being afraid of it,so do I.

The darkest evil in my heart was myself.Why do i said so?

This is all because of my own actions. I always doing something that hurt 

myself. Friends always tell me i need to love myself before I love You but

the problem now is I thought i am loving you with my own ways and 

i keep on suffer everyday. No matter what people say to me I just in with

my right ear and come out again the the other side. What gonna happen to myself.

What I do is totally wrong or right? Should I continue with all those staff?

Who can reply me? Will you reply me? The reality is I never exist in your life and my own life

whatever I do you wont fell it,and you didnt have any express at all.

Is my fate to face all this kind of staff? That day someone tell me that

this kind of thing have no one right

that mean I have no wrong at all?That mean I can keep continue live in my own world with

dream about you Joee Lao will accept me some day? OR I should forget about this all?

I want return back myself to a joker, but can i really do it? Now i really afraid of the darkest

in  myself. I afraid whatever I do will hurt the people that surrounded by my side.

Do I still want to shout to all people that I LOVE you Joee Lao? Who can really answer my questions?

who can really save me from doing all those stupid things? Will I miss you and remember in my life?

Now my heart will keep saying yes but how about in my future? even after you get your marriage I still

live in my own world? even I die? Hopefully I will have my change for my own good.

God I wish and pray that you dont playing me around.I am okay with all those hard work or whatever will make me fall down to deep inside the earth but I cant accept she breaking my heart

like a shinning glass and then pretending nothing happen like I never exist in her life. I hope you stop

my suffer in my own love. I hope you destroy my memory about her from disappear in my life.

seriously I love you Joee Lao but I need to love myself also. I dont want after anything happen to myself I regret and make my beloved mummy cry.I want face my own evil and fight it so that there no more people

hurt because of my stupid actions.LOVE you in the same time equal to destroying myself so I want love you Joee Lao in the same time love myself no matter what you will forever in my heart become a sweet memory for myself cause my pain about you never lost in my mind. My own right or wrong let all the time decide for me and hopefully the time also will wake me up from my own world and save you the one I love from

keep disturbing by myself.

Dream Paradise Author- R.I.P?

 

Dream Paradise author already rest in peace? Yes he is already death. Really? Yup even he still alive but he is consider as death people already, the reason is his mind and heart already taken by a  girl and so even he still alive his life suck and fully control by the heart breaker. He is damn stupid that he know the little princess wont reply him, ignore him broke his heart but he still care of her worried about her, how stupid is he. So what will be your next move dream paradise?I will wait here until my creator come back to me like how he wait the little princess even he is gone i still will wait for him cause i will be like him no matter what happened to himself his heart his soul still with the little princess. can you dont be that stupid?can you go out from your own world?My answer is cannot cause i havent saw my creator life full of happiness just like even he is death but his soul still around the girl protect her and only will leave when she gain her happiness and being protective by someone she love.Then you really should rest in peace with your creator dream paradise.I am really lost my life already. everything about her i will worried and concentrate but she not even realize that vincent chong exist in her life or she never know her life had someone is gone and lost in the other world already.

my felling now

Sigh Yesterday I lost control again and send a suck message to the little princess. This few days I keep thinking nonsense and moody, don’t know what myself want at all. I miss her everyday and moody every days. What wrong with me? Is true that my heart already broken but not gone still there with you Joee Lao. This passing few days I just fell like want to scream and make myself tired so that I can sleep but I didn’t do it. What can I do or what I need to do only can forget about you, Joee Lao? I have no idea at all. The word “LOVE” for every couple is sweet memory but it a nightmare for me. I am always awake and I always down because of you, and this few days I even want to cry in the mid night but I tell myself I need to be tough. I am asking myself again what wrong with you, like your friends said there a lot of flowers in the big big forest, she just one of it why can’t you chase for others? Sigh again I answer myself because I LOVE her, I was born to love her; so what can I do? No matter how many times she hurt me it ok for me, no matter how many times I fall down I still will stand up and chasing her. Actually I know I am not your prince but too long journey I go through and I fall deeply underwater searching for you, that why I am hard or don’t want to pull back myself. How useless I am my life without you suck, I keep skip class for no reason; even asking myself you won’t love me is really because of feeling or your second prince already appear in your life? There no direction for me to going on already. I didn’t plan to continue any step already just stop here sleep on the road and let the rain fall down on myself. I WANT TO SHOUT TO THE GOD HOW TO MAKE YOU LOVE ME? How? I think I am almost entering the mental hospital already. I really tired already need a bed to rest, I want go home to chat with mummy. What I need to do only can get your love? I am really missing you and I really love you, but you can’t understand or you won’t understand what I am felt. Joee Lao I want you know that once I am Chong Yin Tat LOVE you Joee Lao there won’t have other girls in my life. Only you I wait, only you I will LOVE.

Lonely

 

Dream paradise am I stupid? if not why I still moody because of her while in the forest still got a lot of pretty flowers I can pick? Damn today skip 3 class and 4 times already I think I will get love letter from 3 lecturers. Chong Yin Tat what happened to you? why you will die in the little princess hand? Why? even you know that is impossible for you to get back her love. Joee Lao I already out of my mind what can I do to LOVE you. whatever I do you have no feeling at all.Thank you Mr tommy for telling my blog is touching but I am not happy for that because whatever I do, whatever I fell, even I drop my tears for her, the little princess won't exist in this blog. I always ask myself Joee Lao what your heart made with? Ice berg? I have no ideas at all. I thought Love a person I do everything and try to close to her or put her at the first rank in your heart, and try did everything and listen to what  she want and try give her is enough but I am wrong. haha funny I am totally sick. Whatever I did she have no feeling at all. How great I fell now almost want kill myself. Joee Lao I know you din love me and you won't love me but I got the right to love you. Myself Chong Yin Tat is a selfish people I won't find others girl  and I won't share my love to them only you I want. I prefer like this because I don't want like you break other people heart but no feeling. Talking about selfish I think you more than me. Already 422 days we know each other, day by days I love you more and drop into your trap I do really Love you but you have no feeling at all to me. Haha until now I can't pull back myself insides the trap or I don't want to get out from the trap. Guys no matter what I fell now don't worried I won't go for suicide, and I know that you all always with me. Mummy don't worried your son will be ok, but I think I don't want search for any girls anymore because afraid they hurt myself and you only born me with one heart and she steal it already so won't found by the others girl. I just can said I was born to Love you Joee Lao even you won't accept me. Some more now I am like insides the photo just got the swing and we but the main female character won't be appear anymore so no one will I push, and finally I stay the place lonely waiting the miracle to appear in front of me waiting you walk back to me.