Dream paradise i am totally lost my direction right now.i dont know where just like lost in a forest i dont know what will coming next to me.I afraid cause i am lonely right now to have to going for the next myself,and in my heart now like gonna stop functioning.what should i do???and i know that my situation now making my friend worried,man kit i am sorry ok?i am really dont know what i can do for myself.i am not as strong as you even you know that wk is impossible but you still continue the journey.but what i tell you now is dont worried i wont end my life.but i am totally dont know where i am.in front of me full of dark cause the colour of lost with her.this 2 days i keep thinking what should i do but i even cant figure out what will i do.there only now i will do is writing something at dream paradise to release all my feeling here.hmmmm.i will like an atom explore soon.
Friday, 18 February 2011
Thursday, 17 February 2011
i am trully not a guy
TAT:Dream paradise dream paradise i got something to tell you.
Dream paradise:what just tell me i am in the fine condition now moody to chat.
TAT:today something hgappened make me look like i am not a guy i even i din ball.
Dream paradise:what happened actually.
TAT:Today i thought i dont want disturb her doing something annoying to her so i try to stay away from her in college but i still meet her and i din talk to her even smile to her how no manners i am how useless i am wohoo.i should change sex.
Dream paradise:you really too useless.
TAT:but i am totally moody now what can i do?i said that i dont want to disturb her but i lost contact with her i like falling myself to the evil want to kill people.
Dream paradise:tat just let go of her.do you want her get the best???
TAT:yes i am.
Dream paradise:then you should let her go.
TAT:but is very hard for me to do it,yesterday the time i tell her i wont disturb her anymore my i am already crying deeply in my heart.what can i do.
Dream paradise:nothing i can do,what can i do just advice you to let her go.
TAT:i wish i can but i am keep thinking of her wont stop for 24 hours even a second.The more i try to do the bad negative thing to her i fell more like just now in the afternoon i acting bad in front of her but after i get back to my room i am fell really really disappointed why i did something like this to her.And the more i try hard to make her lost in my mind the more i miss her the more i thinking about her the more i love her.
Dream paradise:nothing you can do now.even you miss her you thinking of her you thought she will know or not?she wont thinking of you ok?
TAT:but
Dream paradise:no but yea you miss her you love her so you should not disturb her anymore.keep yourself away from her is the best to her.
TAT:i will try to stay away from her but i am sorry in my mind i cant lose her.i will keep thinking of her love her always always.but i wont let her know.i am sorry dream paradise i want some rest cause i cant sleep at the whole night just thinking of her.
Dream paradise:better you go for have some rest.dont think too much already.
TAT:thx if wasn't you my blog here i dont know where can i release the load i am taking
Dream paradise:what just tell me i am in the fine condition now moody to chat.
TAT:today something hgappened make me look like i am not a guy i even i din ball.
Dream paradise:what happened actually.
TAT:Today i thought i dont want disturb her doing something annoying to her so i try to stay away from her in college but i still meet her and i din talk to her even smile to her how no manners i am how useless i am wohoo.i should change sex.
Dream paradise:you really too useless.
TAT:but i am totally moody now what can i do?i said that i dont want to disturb her but i lost contact with her i like falling myself to the evil want to kill people.
Dream paradise:tat just let go of her.do you want her get the best???
TAT:yes i am.
Dream paradise:then you should let her go.
TAT:but is very hard for me to do it,yesterday the time i tell her i wont disturb her anymore my i am already crying deeply in my heart.what can i do.
Dream paradise:nothing i can do,what can i do just advice you to let her go.
TAT:i wish i can but i am keep thinking of her wont stop for 24 hours even a second.The more i try to do the bad negative thing to her i fell more like just now in the afternoon i acting bad in front of her but after i get back to my room i am fell really really disappointed why i did something like this to her.And the more i try hard to make her lost in my mind the more i miss her the more i thinking about her the more i love her.
Dream paradise:nothing you can do now.even you miss her you thinking of her you thought she will know or not?she wont thinking of you ok?
TAT:but
Dream paradise:no but yea you miss her you love her so you should not disturb her anymore.keep yourself away from her is the best to her.
TAT:i will try to stay away from her but i am sorry in my mind i cant lose her.i will keep thinking of her love her always always.but i wont let her know.i am sorry dream paradise i want some rest cause i cant sleep at the whole night just thinking of her.
Dream paradise:better you go for have some rest.dont think too much already.
TAT:thx if wasn't you my blog here i dont know where can i release the load i am taking
my heart cry like killing a pig
TO:HEART STEALER
Dream paradise dream paradise you are bleeding right now.even you also dont know what happened right?cause everything come fast and go fast.Yesterday finally dream paradise making the decision and ask this blog heart stealer and dream paradise know that from the beginning he already making the worst decision to disturb her life.He cant do anything now and he already promise that he wont disturb the heart stealer anymore,but can he do i???even myself dont know the answer.if you ask he in the past is she important to dream paradise?the answer confirm is yes but if you ask dream paradise right now the answer is remain the same.But because dream paradise love her the heart stealer Joee Lao dream paradise think he should not disturb her anymore,he should let her go,he should walk out of her life.But yesterday after dream paradise meeting and watching something so he making the solution to ask the one he love and actually he already making decision no matter what he will let the girl go,he think this is the most suitable to each.because dream paradise knew that the girl should get better than him,cause they are still young there still got a lot will appear in their life.so what?love her you should let go love her you should doing the best for her.and the real prince who only can make you happy make your dream come true heart stealer.is not easy for dream paradise to making this decision and i am saw dream paradise with my own eyes that he pretending nothing but his heart now crying such as the the animal that sacrifice itself the eye drop like raining.dream paradise said to me that he is fine but he cant even sleep yesterday night,he go out with bicycle go to the place that no one talking with him and he round and round the place but his heart already like a glasses that drop and separate into pieces.dream paradise thought he will be fine he will be ok but all happened is opposite,and what can he do now is touch his heart and ask do you want the best to her?to do that just let her go.no more disturb.even now you crying deeply in your heart dream paradise dont know that he would still in this blog his create or not,cause walking in here he fell a lot but in just a memory in a dark space in universe there only sad for him.but i chong yin tat promise you dream paradise as long as i still love the heart stealer i still will be here,.all i will do is post something let dream paradise life longer and the love he found but not belong to dream paradise still going on,let the journey going more far.Dream paradise i know that you are very tired and pain even you willing sometimes she even din telling you the truth.cause from her face you dream paradise want to solve the problem with her but she just said i am always fine.and she even doesn't give you a chance to be friend with her.so what can you do?now close yourself more longer journey you go more hurt more pain you will got.No matter what i will still here with dream paradise,to love you the choice i got is go away from your normal life.Hope that you will lost your memory that you know me and in your life dream paradise,chong yin tat,vincent chong and little princess this character doesn't appear in your life,its all fake is not the reality.forget all about it.,go back to your own destination.I LOVE YOU.
Dream paradise dream paradise you are bleeding right now.even you also dont know what happened right?cause everything come fast and go fast.Yesterday finally dream paradise making the decision and ask this blog heart stealer and dream paradise know that from the beginning he already making the worst decision to disturb her life.He cant do anything now and he already promise that he wont disturb the heart stealer anymore,but can he do i???even myself dont know the answer.if you ask he in the past is she important to dream paradise?the answer confirm is yes but if you ask dream paradise right now the answer is remain the same.But because dream paradise love her the heart stealer Joee Lao dream paradise think he should not disturb her anymore,he should let her go,he should walk out of her life.But yesterday after dream paradise meeting and watching something so he making the solution to ask the one he love and actually he already making decision no matter what he will let the girl go,he think this is the most suitable to each.because dream paradise knew that the girl should get better than him,cause they are still young there still got a lot will appear in their life.so what?love her you should let go love her you should doing the best for her.and the real prince who only can make you happy make your dream come true heart stealer.is not easy for dream paradise to making this decision and i am saw dream paradise with my own eyes that he pretending nothing but his heart now crying such as the the animal that sacrifice itself the eye drop like raining.dream paradise said to me that he is fine but he cant even sleep yesterday night,he go out with bicycle go to the place that no one talking with him and he round and round the place but his heart already like a glasses that drop and separate into pieces.dream paradise thought he will be fine he will be ok but all happened is opposite,and what can he do now is touch his heart and ask do you want the best to her?to do that just let her go.no more disturb.even now you crying deeply in your heart dream paradise dont know that he would still in this blog his create or not,cause walking in here he fell a lot but in just a memory in a dark space in universe there only sad for him.but i chong yin tat promise you dream paradise as long as i still love the heart stealer i still will be here,.all i will do is post something let dream paradise life longer and the love he found but not belong to dream paradise still going on,let the journey going more far.Dream paradise i know that you are very tired and pain even you willing sometimes she even din telling you the truth.cause from her face you dream paradise want to solve the problem with her but she just said i am always fine.and she even doesn't give you a chance to be friend with her.so what can you do?now close yourself more longer journey you go more hurt more pain you will got.No matter what i will still here with dream paradise,to love you the choice i got is go away from your normal life.Hope that you will lost your memory that you know me and in your life dream paradise,chong yin tat,vincent chong and little princess this character doesn't appear in your life,its all fake is not the reality.forget all about it.,go back to your own destination.I LOVE YOU.
FROM DEEPLY HEART
DREAM PARADISE
Monday, 14 February 2011
Eyes
Eyes in an organs that god give us to detect light and view every beautiful part of this world.And some with funny when a male looking to the female they the guy will classify as lecher and flying an item to hit them.funny?one more funny here that girls will always said the boy is lecher but my friends always told me that they not lecher and girls should proud that a guy looking at her means she pretty and they just watching the beautiful art.How speechless i am.Yea previous that looking a girls is normal for me but after i met you,i cant control my eyes o looking at you Joee lao.you such a pretty angel princess from the sky and you born with an amazing attractive eyes.And in my memory that only twice we looking at each other and one of the memory so awesome.At that time i watch your shinning eyes in dark while i am sitting at the swing listen to music with closing eyes and you want to frighten me,but when i open my eyes i am really want the time stop and watching you for more times.you really making me shock that time.You really got an pretty eyes,watching your eyes you like can tell me that you tough you can doing everything by yourself but sometimes when i watching to your eyes i can know you are sad with something,i hope i can do something for but you always not telling me the truth,what can i do just sad with you.I hope that you can share your sadness with me and one more person knew your problem one more people can give you opinion and idea to settle everything. you are a good listener to myself,you will hear the problem i face and advice me and call me to cheer,i hope you also like that.And human being is born with tired,sometimes watching you tired but you still force yourself to operate,you not a robot please,even a robot or electric component needs to charge to fill back its energy.I wish i can be there for you doing the all with you sharing your tired.And the most and lucky now i haven't watch it is your eyes drop,cause when you raining my heart like broken into pieces.And one more you eyes when telling me cheer will making me happy like flying in the sky.I love your pretty eyes princess.
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