finally i found the answer why my english become so worst

In last two weeks i found out that my english essay writing become  worst and worst.I also don't know why i am become like this.So i send a message back to my former teacher at secondary school,teacher fazillah a cute teacher that always responsibility to her student.I ask her why she said yin tat you know why?because of your spm results.she said before that i am good at english but i lost my confident after i getting my spm results.But now i got the solution alreadly why my essay writing so worst,this is because i din listen to the question carefully.I din take action like the question want,so i got a worst marks.I am so stupid i think,i am now not a secondary school student alreadly,i should not writing essay like before just wrote without taking care the question.So i had to prepared myself for next essay writing and improve my grammer.Vincent Chong believe yourself you can do it.ALL RIGHT.

MY college life

college life is the new beginning for me to be more independent and successful in my future.The first day i enter my college it was so funny.A lot of thing i never don't i do it,and i blur about something.haha.That day i even dunno the lecturer Mr Chow talk about what even i know he teaching marketing .Actually i dunno about what is marketing. cause before that i am can said with the proud is a science student i just learnt biology chemistry and physic so what i learnt is different.but after week by week passed i learnt more and more.thank mr Chow.and because of one lecturer i cutting my hairs,that was miss Hana.In this new environment i meet a lots of new friends such as KOK,JOEE,MAN KIT,CAROL,KAR WEI,C YING,AND OTHERS.They help me a lot in many things.and my best three buddy always with me to solve my problem that was mooi,pei ande my college life. choon.thank you friends.haha.i now love my life.

NEW BEGINING

Long time i din wrote anything at my blog alreadly.Today when i taking back my essay from my college lecturer i felt sad and disappointed to myself,the mark was so low.After that i heard the lecturer said may be i am good in  english but i need to approve it to get more higher mark,she said i can but i din confident to myself.So after class i go back home and ask myself when vincent chong become like this that don't know to writean english essay?then i miss back my form 5 english teacher ,teacher fazillah:i send a message to her and she calling back me around 11o'clock.teacher saying the same thing to me that she believe i can may be the spm results make me out of confident,I hope myself will like before that love english language and carrying it more effectively.