Thursday, 17 February 2011

i am trully not a guy

TAT:Dream paradise dream paradise i got something to tell you.
 Dream paradise:what just tell me i am in the fine condition now moody to chat.
TAT:today something hgappened make me look like i am not a guy i even i din ball.
Dream paradise:what happened actually.
TAT:Today i thought i dont want disturb her doing something annoying to her so i  try to stay      away from her in college but i still meet her and i din talk to her even smile to her how no manners i am how useless i am wohoo.i should change sex.
Dream paradise:you really too useless.
TAT:but i am totally moody now what can i do?i said that i dont want to disturb her but i lost contact with her i like falling myself to the evil want to kill people.
Dream paradise:tat just let go of her.do you want her get the best???
TAT:yes i am.
Dream paradise:then you should let her go.
TAT:but is very hard for me to do it,yesterday the time i tell her i wont disturb her anymore my i am already crying deeply in my heart.what can i do.
Dream paradise:nothing i can do,what can i do just advice you to let her go.
TAT:i wish i can but i am keep thinking of her wont stop for 24 hours even a second.The more i try to do the bad negative thing to her i fell more like just now in the afternoon i acting bad in front of her but after i get back to my room i am fell really really disappointed why i did something like this to her.And the more i try hard to make her lost in my mind the more i miss her the more i thinking about her the more i love her.
Dream paradise:nothing you can do now.even you miss her you thinking of her you thought she will know or not?she wont thinking of you ok?
TAT:but
Dream paradise:no but yea you miss her you love her so you should not disturb her anymore.keep yourself away from her is the best to her.
TAT:i will try to stay away from her but i am sorry in my mind i cant lose her.i will keep thinking of her love her always always.but i wont let her know.i am sorry dream paradise i want some rest cause i cant sleep at the whole night just thinking of her.
Dream paradise:better you go for have some rest.dont think too much already.
TAT:thx if wasn't you my blog here i dont know where can i release the load i am taking

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