Hope ????

 

There a time i am happy but there also some timing i am sad.Most of time i am sad because of love but yesterday i am sad not because of it,cause i can't the answer the question i am thinking about.Yesterday i am thinking that why i am was born,to making my parents hope realize or like the public think that i am born with carriage the responsibility by GOD.But i can't get the answer at all.And sometimes people tell me that this world is full of hope,but i just hear it through my left ear and out through my right ear.I am a freak human being i think cause sometimes i am believe about luck,and most of all i am think that the rich and poor of human being is the hardworking,confidential,aim,dream and others that making a people succeed.But this kind of opinion in myself .But no matter what i did for the coming next,for sure i won't give up.Although i am already tired with all of this but i will try my best for the in every part of my life like my family,friends,love,study or other,cause one of my teacher in the past told me that this world is amazing ,everyone is born with different magic on their own to survive in this world.Thank you cikgu shikin you taught me a lot.And i want tell someone out there thank you and i love both of you.Because of you two i am dont want to give up because of you two i want to succeed in my life.I miss and love both you very much my mummy and you Joee Lao.

LOVE

Dream paradise someone making me to write something in you.LOVE what is this actually?Who can answer me?even myself dont know the accurate answer cause even i dont know what myself do was right or wrong.Is there really hard for us to forget a person that we love?yes is it.Hmmm hahaha i also dont know what i want to say.Some one there i can confirm with you and i want to tell you that i still love Joee at all but love her not forcing her.You can't force a people to love you.Not she dont want to love you but is many situation we dont know about her.If you asking me what how where when,i only can answer you that just let everything pass naturally.I can tell you that i am miss joee every day every second while my brain is functioning.I will keep thinking about her every days,i will worried about her every days,but what i can do?i just wish the god to give me a chance to meet her for once a day,cause i can get a hi,bye or smile from her.for me that was enough,but sometimes i even didn't saw her for whole week.SO you that i need to die or not?please dont finding the death way,you still young you still got a lot to do,dont making the people that love you care of you to worried about you.What i wish now is still remain the same looking at joee smiling,pretty face,and her funny actions,always be there for her,give my help to her if she needs,try my best on her,and waiting for her,that all,this is the way how i am love Joee without making trouble to her.Last was the same i will just write,I LOVE YOU,JOEE LAO forever and ever.

my sem break

Super duper fast my sem break gone already.But through dream paradise i wish to say thank you to all my friends you all make my sem break colorful and doing a lot of activities with me thank you too my best buddy wei hong,you really make me laugh with your funny actions,and i know i am also do a lot of stupid thing making you shock and laugh at me but the most you do is releasing my emo.Guys thank you all very much cause i am pretty sure that i am not happy and emo for a long time already,cause my mind only got her.But after i go back there really something change and a lot of big surprise to myself.Unfortunately human being life suck,because when a person happy the sadness coming to him/her at the same time.I am really happy the movement with you guys but the same time my stupid brain keep thinking of her and definitely missing her every days.Stop enough starting emo haha better i stop at here if not later super emo again.Bye my sem break and sorry for those friends i didn't manage to meet.We meet in the coming break ok?hehe sorry yea cause my break too short so there no chance for us to meet.Thank to chan tong and man kit too cause helping me to checking my results while myself playing with others.Thank to last sem lecturer also cause if not you all i am sure my results wont that nice as i wish too.Throw all the sadness and welcome all the happiness to myself.Dream paradise let we fight fight fight wahahahaha why sound like crayon shin chan one??haha