2011

After 21 hours 0 minutes  0seconds according to my clock is 2011 years already.And after this i will recognize you the love i meet,Joee Lao Poh Meng for 215 days.
The first day i saw you,you just a normal girl,and the second days i even want to give you a slap cause too noisy that you ask me who are you,what's your name and our wisel is gold colour so lucky hahaha.But after that the one i want to slap become the one i want to share part of my life with her.
The first week i meet you i looking to you watching you too much with your good attitudes i fall in love with you,Joee Lao in the future.
The first month i meet you i fall in love with you just i saw a sweet perfect smile from an angel drop from the sky how lucky i am but i still dont know my heart had been stole by you,stealer.
The first time i saw you sad even i just walk near besides you,you also dont know.Even myself dont know why suddenly my feeling my emotion all of my movement at that time turn with you.
And start from this day i wish i am the joker and guardian that can make you smile protect your smile from lost in the histories of 2010 and coming next.
The first time you get close with me is the H E group assignment you look at me laugh at me said how fast you do the jobs make me like the biddy fly freedom in the sky even reach the paradise.
The first time you call my name i felt disappointed cause even already wrote in english you call wrongly so i call you better you shout me "vincent"haiz how said i am that you dont know to read my name like want crushing with the hard wall.
The first time i sms you dont know i am too excited or what like no need to sleep for 1 week.how overstated.But in the same time i face problem that you dont know who i am just after i call you and hear the sweet nice voice and explained who i am only you know who is me.HUHUHUHU T.T you make me cry after as a baby i din cry.
The first time i call to explain who i am i like can go to Olympic and get the gold for Malaysia already how imagination i got.
The first time we meet at facebook and i fell like can climb the kota kinabalu mountain wow nice feeling.
The first man kit capture the photo and post at facebook there i love her(joee) wah damn shame with myself to take the stupid action that chat something without using my mind to think the results but luckily you din run away because of me.
The first time they told me that you watch my blog i think impossible that a girl like you will wasting time to watch a nonsense wrote by stupid vincent chong.
The first time you chat with me in the internal facebook message make me fell i am the most luckily but in the same time i meet my sad my moody.
The first time you tell me you got watch my blog i dont why i am shy but you are not and i fell too comfortable until dont know how to explain my feeling,and i hug my pillow with my shy.hahahahaha
The first time and now even only the first time i gave you a present and you said its cute is enough for me already.
Love you in the same time also make me face a lot that i cant explain.
When you not reply my message i will think a lot like the one who got mental problem that where are you how are you????i am dont know.
When you disappear few day in front of my eye i fell crazy guy like want punch myself.
When you lost you smile on your pretty face i like want to sit besides you and share all of your sad but i mismanaged to do that.  
When i try you invite you out for meals i always get the the answers busy i worried about you whether you get enough rest or not you fell hungry or not.
When i cant get the attention of you when you ignore me my heart is break not into 2 but into pieces even i can't make it back like a puzzle.
HMMM what i want to tell you Joee Lao is i love you i want to meet you everyday i want to saw your smile everyday but i know that is impossible for a people like me.In this coming new years i hope my love to you wont disappear wont lost what i want is forever.I want to scream to you like that day i scream to Big head jeff man kit and chan tong that i LOVE you Joee lao.

swan

from the past century until the process of globalization swan is a special species of bird in bird's family that similar to geese and duck.Swan are appointed as true love animals among birds or other kind of animals.Its sweet and romantic when its found its true love and they will get into the formation of love shape when its found its life partner.My love to you,Joee lao i hope will like the sweet couple of swan.

I willing to turning myself to the swan to love you more to giving you all of myself such as now i want to give my heart to you.

Since i am the swan i will fly to every place with you when the place is not warm enough for us to live,in the journey i will try my best to protect you block the arrow from predator for you.

I will make sure the movement we gather is sweet and romantic just like the impossible romantic story in a movie,because life is cruel and the reality is hard to accept by people.

Even at a cool pool i will use my life to searching food for you,as i will do everything just only for you.

I will fight against the evil owl who always strong and bullying swan's family as i wish to protect your smile from disappear on a pretty face.

I will sing with the nice swan voice to make sure that you have the sweet dream,to get you a rest for the future long journey.

As the white gorgeous swan,i will use my swings to hug you to keep you out of cold,just like i wish to make the sweet hot tea to you when the weather is cool.

Be a swan i will use the time i fly in the sky to miss you,thinking of you imagine of you even i crush and hurt with the trees.AWH IS PAIN.

Being a swan i can take off all my white snow feather to make a jacket to you haiz while my skin is black similar to an Indian.

As a swan i will lost my direction while there is strong wind  blow with the same i will lost my direction when i lost you in my life.

But sometimes being a white i more willing to turn myself to dark black colour swan.

I will keep myself in a dark space that you cant' see me so that your dream will come true.

I will keep myself out of you cause i will block the way the want the path you want to climb.

I will fly far away from you so that i will not disturb you, cause i just hope that you are happy in your life even i am not getting your attention even i will fell a lot that can't explain in a word or talk,even i am a stranger just pass by besides you.

Hope that the love from myself to you,Joee Lao will keep continue without disturb you life your feeling.

unicorn

LOVE is something special amazing awesome just like the unicorn.But this amazing unicorn is really exist in this world or not we don't know.But some people who believe in love and they trust that some days this unicorn will appear in front of us.I wish the unicorn exist just like i my love to Joee Lao will always exist.
I am even wish we are the unicorn couple that i will always chasing and following you no matter where you go no matter no matter how long the journey what we will face in the next journey.
As the unicorn i will always stand with you as the guardian to protect you to get you out of dangerous.
As the unicorn i will always keep looking at you to avoid you get far away from me.
As the unicorn i will fight among the enemies only for you not for justice.
As the unicorn i will scarified myself for the my couple to continue its life cause i don't you the one who leave me,i will cry and lost my direction if i lost you.
As the unicorn i will always be in front of you to show you my strength to show you that i am strong compare to other that making me jealous.
Being an unicorn i hope to not separate from you cause i will miss you thinking of you crazy because of you.
I even you always work hard on myself to keep my eye of you that wont making me worried about you scare that i lost of you.
I even i turn myself to the black devil unicorn that strolling you heart and keep it only for me.
As the black knight i will fight and role this world to show you that i will give all of myself all my only for you,Joee lao even i will lost my life.
As the wicked i willing to give you my most appreciated corn as my love for you as long as what you like as long as you satisfy i will do it even i drop to a black hole.
I wish and hope my love to you Joee lao will as the honorable gorgeous unicorn that taking actions only for you happy because you of tension because of you everything will happened because of you.

christmas or love dont know

YEAH YEAH Today is Christmas 

Wahahahahaha today is Christmas so i want to say merry Christmas too all my friends no matter who you are just you recognize me your dream your wish will come true cause i already told Santa to make all of yours hope come true but in positive one not bad one har.But where Santa?

Santa is here checking name list NGEKNGEK the one who take a lot of negative actions

NO PRESENT!!!!!

TOday is Christmas so as i want to say something to you the one i love,Joee lao.

In Christmas season a lot of thing i wish i can do for you.

I wish i can get a lot of present to you.

I even wish to make your dream come true with tinker bell or Santa help.

I also wish i will meet you and spend of my time with you and wacthing the snow but here haiz Malaysia no snow hmmm.

I hope tinker bell with magic make me become a doctor take care of you in my whole life.

I also wish to be the tooth angel take care of your white teeth to gave you a pretty smile.

I wish to be the joker but not in batman movie cause i want to keep your smile in my mind.

I wish to be a sleeping beauty to dream you in this amazing Christmas.

I wish i am the pattisier make a lot of cake make you become more cute or chubby .

I wish i am the Santa that bring all the present to you.

I want to be the Santa to hear your wish and make it come true.

I will be the Santa bring you to the wonderland.

I hope to be the Santa with my deers take you fly to all the place for celebrating Christmas.

I wish i am the snow man follow you to everywhere.

I wish i am the grinch that stole your heart.

I just wish i am the one who will accompany you or i wish the angel who stand invisible and watch you at a sides.

I just want you the love i meet to have a nice great prefect Christmas.Merry Christmas Joee . 

ACT

Acting represent our life and life is also an acting that arrange by the most biggest director our GOD.My part as a actor is playing the part of loving you crazy for you joee lao. But my part as actor who know?just myself can fell it.sometimes all of them said i am a stupid yes i am for giving my heart flying to you.why they always said i am stupid?cause they said i am not dare to ask you out not dare anything, the most confident i do is what?what i am dare to did is just facing i laptop open my blog and wrote the nonsense here.
I want to be the actor that full of confident chasing you as my true love to giving all of me to you.
I want to be the actor that life and dead because of you.
I want to be the actor that as a superheroes but not saving the world just want to protect your smile from you from go far away through my life.
I even hope to be the actor that playing my part only for you that missing you worried about you and dreaming with imagine of you.
I wish i am the actor that take a lot of my  time think and taking action to make you can fell my love for you.
I want to be the actor that use all my time for memorize the dialog such as the time i use for memorize all of your actions.
I play my part as the magician that with a stick i can change all of your attention to myself.
I want to be the wicked character that strolling your heart to me strolling all of you to me.
I hope to be the actor that always stress moody because of you.
I want to be the one always close to you.
I want to be the actor popular in the whole universal just like i wish to popular in front of you.
I want to be the actor that act as a joker to make you laugh make you remember my ugly face.
I want to be the mentally patient in a movie that always crazy because of you.
I want to be the actor always surrounded you full with suprise.
I want to be the actor that always dancing because of you.
I want to be the most succeed actor that recognize and know you well with do a lot of activities with you.
I wish i am the actor that will not give up to chasing you even i get alot of comment that my act is worst.
I want to be the romantic actor call you chat with you even i lost my sleep time and fishing in class or work.
i wish i am the actor that can do a lot dangerous action to scarified my life to you.
A lot and A lot i want to do with you i want to share with you i want to love you joee lao more and more day by days time by times year by years deep and deeply and other.But the more i wish the more i lost, the most i meet my failure, the most i am face my sadness, and as a loser to the world.I am losing myself i am breaking my heart i am losing all of myself. Useless me.

Circus

Circus is place that everyone thrown away their tension, stress, disappointed, sad, moody, and those negative emotion away. I want be part of them, because involve between them I can learn a lot to cheer the one I love Joee lao .

The first time for visitors to circus everyone will fell special new and amazing just like the first time I meet you lao poh meng a stranger  who so talkative but make me fall love in your spider web.

In the circus there was many jokers that making those visitors laugh fun and forget the tension of life, I wish I am the jokers that because of me you laugh you smile with a camera I will taking all of your actions for my sweet memory album.

Insides the circus acrobatic `staff that learn a lot of difficult actions that making you fell amazing and ask who are you, how you do that just  like I wish you caring me more asking me more chat with me more concentrate to me more. But who I am In your heart? I am asking too much as a stranger.

And there are also a lot of activities that you never watch before just like I wish to have a chance know you more to recognize you more.

There also a lot of hope from visitors wishes the acrobatic `staff can do for them ask them more but for me more hope more disappointed.

The also a lot of security problem worried by everyone just like my feeling that whether are you fine, are you happy, are you fine, are you going to cry, are you lonely, are you in dangerous? All of this I am don’t know, I don’t know a female feeling whether they telling the truth or not? Speechless.

Besides that for an acrobatic `staff to have a chance to show to people they have to traveling a lot and far from their family so do I I miss you I think about you I dreaming about you, I crazy about you, I moody because of you but like Mr D said who cares? Nobody.

Loving you Joee Lao just like the circuit life searching you in a lost forest even an island that every hope making me happy but the most I got disappointed.

cupid love

 

You born with an electrical shock eyes

You having the loftiness nose

You got the most fascinate mouth

You have the cute ears

And you had born with gorgeous pretty face that makes me faint my love for you.

Who are you? You are the love I meet now Joee Lao.

TO LOVE YOU I WISH I AM THE CUPID ANGEL.

I want to be the cupid that gives you my heart my love or all of me to you.

I want to be the cupids that always remember you miss you.

I want to be the cupids that always enter your sweet dreams.

I want to be the cupids that always protect you.

I want to be the cupids that always follow you.

I want to be the cupids that wipe yours cry.

I want to be the cupids make sure you happy every days.

I want to be the cupids that always make sure you out of dangerous.

I want to be the cupids that fill full of yours stomach.

I want to be the cupids that jealous because of you.

TO LOVE YOU I WILLING TO BE THE DEVIL CUPID

As a devil I will steal your heart.

As a devil I will steal your love.

As a devil I wish to steal your gorgeous smile.

As a devil cupid I want to steal all of you.

As a devil I wish to kill all the enemies of me.

As a devil I wish to steal all of yours time for my own.

MY love to you, Joee Lao can be the angel even I can become the devil. Cause I willing to do it as long as I can share all of myself to you is enough.

Start miss you

 

 Little cute princess I start missing you already after yesterday I saw the most gorgeous smile from on your awesome face. Today I saw something making me want to write my feeling to you. The one I saw was transport. Today the transport will help me to show you my love to you.

The most transport I need is my leg, I willing to walk or carried you on my back and walking through a raining day with a umbrella how sweet or romantic is it. This enjoyable time just like the hours minutes and second I use to miss you joee lao.

The second I want to take you with is bicycle. With a bicycle I can’t bring you far but I can bring you to the path of love with my spoil mirror sound to sing for you.

The next was what I dislike that was motor. I got accident before and I think it dangerous, is better I am the one who injured so that your white snow skin won’t got any ugly wound.

LALALA I hope I the sport car can bring you to all the famous place of Malaysia and get through the time together with you. This one i can do it when  I am dreaming every nights hahaha such a foolish me.

HOOHOOOO I am wish I am the helicopter that fly with you in the shy and watching every nice sunset with you.

Yes yes yes I hope I can buy all the flight tickets that going everywhere with you spending my time with you spending my love with you the love I meet.

HAHAHAHA I even wish I am the dreaming space ship that travel to the amazing universal with you.

I also want to buy all the Cruise ticket that travel around our world together just like the titanic the prefect love story.

Crazy imagination of me hope can let you seen my love to you lao poh meng.

AS YOUR SWEET HOME

In this era the most important for a human being is a place for live. Me chong yin tat want to be the most relax and awesome house for joee lao the love I meet .

I want to be the gate that always welcome you come home and lock the gate for you to protect you from dangerous and it also will shown that my heart will always lock only for you joee.

I want to be The roof that won’t let you to get wet, explore to sun so that your snow white skin remain the same, get flu cause of cool.

I want to be the window to give you the most nice view and fresh air to you just like I want to give my love to you.

I even want to be the alarm a security system that will let you know the murder theft or anyone will let you sad, pain, hurt to avoid you from them just like I wish you always happy go lucky without any enemies and a pretty smile on your amazing face.

I wish I am a massage machine that will provide the most variable service so that you want be tired.

I want to be the biggest refrigerator that provide you a lot of food like I trying to providing all of me to you.

I want to the bathroom that let you to clean dirt and dust to be your skin protector.

I want to be the small cute size swimming pool as your house that let enjoying when you are free just like my feeling now enjoying miss you imagine of you and thinking of you.

I also want to be the library and a marvelous computer insides to you to spend your free time and entertainment.

I even wish to be the cinema with a high standard speaker that make you laugh.

I wish to be the bedroom with air-conditional insides to avoid to fell hot and having nice dream every night same like myself now every night wish to meet you in my own dream.

I wish I the ironman that protect your smile and give my ugly bloody heart as my love to you, joee lao the most prefect prettier girl in my life now.

pragmatic

The little princess joee lao is an angel the first making me falling in the natural human being feeling to was love.
Joee lao your appear in my life influencing a lot of me.
Your amazing eye when i watching just like shock by 240 watts electricity but i enjoying the time.
Your cute cute face making me missing every days every minutes and every seconds.
Your attractive mouth making when you smile to me i like a piggy almost fall to sleep after eat, so happy to watch that smile on a pretty face you have.
The long dark beautiful hairs you have so amazing just like the time i am taking to imagine you, thinking about you, peeping you in cdk class.
The presence of you in my life making my life more interesting and a nice sleep cause every days night will trying to meet you in my dream.
Meeting you in my life also making me want to be the guardian or body guard but i have to take the big big stomach i have away first to keep you in the prefect condition.
I also want to be the best listener to you that try to be with you no matter where you are no matter when you are no matter when you need a person to share,i will always be there only for you.
LOve you joee lao from beast.

bill gate show m love to joee

I hope I am the computer or laptop that can have my love to joee lao.

I want to be the bill gate create machinery that can searching love for joee lao.

I wish I am the data you want searching from internet.

I hope I the entertainment for you through internet access that protect your nice smile on your pretty face.

I wish I can be the lappy that hold a lot of music software that make you relax when you are tired.

I hope I am the lappy that you always using.

I hope I am the one you always missing to use and love to use.

I wish I am the virus scanner that avoid you get virus such as I w want to protect you from  pain injury sick and diseases.

I hope I am the lappy you using to make your dream come true.

I even wish I am the lappy you dream just like I dreaming you everyday.

I wish to love you more day by days and more deeply time by times.

yupi yupi

I wish I am the new speaker I brought that can giving all my love to you little princess joee lao. But myself as a radio call by miss chan when I meet you become a dumb.

I wish I can provide you a lot of song when you want to hear when you need to hear when you satisfy to hear when you tired and when you stress.

I hope I can provide you the soft gentle song that making you fell relax when you are stressing.

I also wish I am the soft song making you satisfy and sleep when you fell tired and meet you in your sweet dream.

I wish I the rock music that scream with you when you fell moody and stress even rock the world with you as you wish.

I wish I the pop king like mj that can entertainment you to making you laugh and be your smile guardian.

I wish I am the romantic music you like and enjoying the time with you as the time I am loving to using to miss you.

I love you joee lao.      

the mummy i am home sick liao lar

Starting missing my mummy already. Almost half and 1 month I din saw her. I missing the food she cook and I think once I said it delicious she felt satisfy. Mummy when can I go back? I want meet you I want hug you and I want sleep in my sweet sweet bed. I want driving car playing around at perlis and kedah. Bro I miss you too cause after your wedding party until now I din watching  your chubby face liao huhu I miss my family but not you dad. Your are the one always forcing me I don’t want go back kl let you lonely there hng.